Probably already too many stories or talk about the efficacy of a mother’s prayer. Not just once or twice a devoted mother’s prayers for her children who so easily God’s approval. This may have often experienced by me and you as well. But there is a little story I want to say about what I recently experienced in my life.
At the end of September this year my husband and I were surprised by the existing test results on test pack. From the results of pregnancy test is declared positive I’m pregnant. Thank God we pray toward grace, at the end of 4 months of our marriage finally God gave us the confidence to be parents.
But our happiness last long guns, after a time came in the form of spots of blood on my underwear. Once, twice, even though the number of spots is not much but the spots are always just gone out. Especially after I make the activity a little heavy. The results were alarming because the ultrasound monitor screen shows a blurry picture. Doctors say this could be a sign of miscarriage and the doctor suggested that I do not do strenuous activity, and provide vitamins and reinforcement pills .
Feeling sad and worried constantly haunt us. Thank God I have a husband who always taught me to be patient and sincere. Whatever happens will let me into his affairs, which we have to do is take care of content and make the best and pray.
Prayer after prayer we prayed, feeling sad and full of hope for the salvation of our prospective children. If indeed it rizqi not be ours, we ask that provided broad-mindedness for the sincere. At the end of the prayer I prayed, I think “maybe I am indeed not completely become a mom. But I’m sure the prospective mother’s prayer for her son candidate will also be easy to granted by Allah. ” Whatever His decision, God willing, my husband and I believe it is definitely the best. Because Allah is Aware of all things.
Not only the prayers, I began to read more fond sholawat, dhikr and chanting sacred verses to our prospective children. When I read it for some reason there is suddenly an unusual vibration in my womb. I immediately seek forgiveness and pray that it is not something to be feared. At that time I immediately contacted my husband who was in office. The husband also suggested that I continue to pray and reads.
There is many advice and guidance from doctors and people around me. And now is the time checking the womb again. Upon entering the examination room there is little sense of worry in my heart , but ya never mind what the outcome is up to God alone. Preliminary examination of doctors are still searching for candidates for the position of our baby, till the end .. Alhamdulillah, our babies can be seen clearly and in good health. After a few moments later the doctor stated that the fetus we are not only in good health, but we also will have twins. What a surprise us, we all just shocked and gave thanks, any doctor in that room becomes cheer up. Hmm.. Subhanallahwa walhamdulillah syukurillah, many lessons can we take here. One of them is, such tests do not only exist when we are in grief but also there when we pleased. The important thing is in any situation we are not to make us servants of the negligent and complacent. Whatever happens we must be ever grateful, husnudzon, patient, always taking lessons. And Allah knows the best for us.